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It is weird! These days are so weird! I mean , here i am in my final semester in uni and i am graduating! It seems all so distant now! Four years ago i came to this institution to learn and i did!
You see my dream has always been to be a forensic psychologist! I know what you are thinking! Too much Profiler! And my answer would be yes! Profiler has been one of my most cherished shows ever! But it wasn't justthe mysteries i have dreant of solving, it is also the ability to help persons overcome their troubles! I wanted to understand how people that look just like everyone else are capable of hurting others with no remorse! I also wanted to work with juvenile delinquents!
Yes that was my dream and i kinda gave that up! you see in my country psychologists are kinda frowned upon! no one wants to go to them os others will think they are weird! This is stupid in ym opinion but there is nothing i can do!
So, yes i changed my major to economics! I did well overall! Come to think of it now i grew to like it!Now i am fond ofall the theories i have been taught!
But still thereissomething missing you know?
Maybe hat is why i am obsessed with Carol OConnell, Ruth Rendell, Stephen King, Agahat Christie and other writers of the sort! I miss that kind of excitement i dreamt of having!
My brother is a computer programmist/analyst! This is all he wanted to become! My mother wanted him to be a pharmacist instead but he followed his heart!
And though it was hard for him at first now he is working and is very successful! But i know that even if he wasn't at least he would know that he gave it a shot and that he didn't betray himself!
Now that i am graduating and have to look for a job soon, can i say the same thing?
Will i be able to say i am here! I did what i wanted to do and i am willing to bear the consequences of my actions?
I mean it is very probable that it will be very hard for me to find a job! So i will just be there, looking for a job in an feild i don't really like, or rather it isn't my first choice!
I want to pursue post-graduate studies in human-resources economics cos it is closer to what i had initially wanted to do ut still is it close enough?
Beh! Anyways....